Re: Leave behind

Some how...

Indefinite boundaries within my time...
Particular moment within my soul...

She finally drifts away... away unhurriedly...
This circumstance come not easy... for me... that is mentally toughened...
Leave behind grieving feeling and body without soul and heart...

Always... i ask...

"Why you take my soul away... why you take my heart away...
What to do with my body without my soul and my heart?..."

"Why you want to leave me alone... leave me alone here?"

In some unspecified manner of time...
I walk over from darkness... past without stopping...
Just leave myself for moment...

I survived...

With the forlorn feeling around...
i am throughout the memories forever with her.

Remember the moment... remember the time...

Re: Taken Hope

Every step i have taken in my life is taken the hope of bringing myself closer to you...

But some how...

You always one step backward when i am getting my foot step get closer to you.

Re: Worthless and Regert.

*This is a reproduction from some where elsa...

An Inflicting hardship in our love...
You say "I am sorry..."

A cause of distress in our love...
You say again... "I am sorry..."

A deep sadness anguish in our love...
You keep on saying... "I am sorry... I am so sorry... "

By means time...

You no need to say sorry... since you never doing wrong.
You no need to persist saying sorry... since you knowing what you going on.
You no need to in response saying sorry... since you are not be worthy of.

But... do you feel how sadly the way you making it off?
I can tell you...

How emotional wound and shock that it just creates substantial and lasting damage to the state of our love.

And i wouthlessly sence of the feeling in our underlying to one another.

I drop my hope and dream again...

Re: Miss you

The other day...
I heard someone say...

"The more i see you the more i miss you...
The less i see you the less i miss you..."

And i wonder...

Another day...
I heard someone say... again...

"Love is not an investment..
Don't expect returns from it..
That is called unconditional love.."

I do agree...
but after i see the agent form your gene and habitual .
I start to lost my faith and being certain...

And i wonder...

Re: "Hajiku Girl"

One day...

Two girl...
Yamada Megumi and Yamada Akane...

Walk in to my life...
Encounter unexpectedly and capture the moment that we have...
And left with the lovely smile behind...

I was impress with oneself in a specified way...
They can sense something, they have vague feeling and presentiment... they are good !

I name after them... "Sunappu Girl"

p/s: Photo of Yamada Akane.