Thursday, December 29, 2005

Re: Two pack of salt and half cup of salty coke.


A long wait night...
blue and orange chair...
kids play near pool side...
two pack of salt...
couples shopping around...
small little corner...
a dream...
feel sad for this moment...
lots of sms...
half cup of salty coke...
a hope...
busy rushing people...
yellow helping hand...
Table 34...
hang over from last night...
a waiting heart...
lots of times...
people smiling face...
boring TV show...
busy working staff...
sign board 448...
day in and day out...

what elsa? :-)

*sign* When the day is come... i will be with you forever...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Re: Look through the window see the heaven rain...

Look through the window see the heaven rain...
Washing all my tears with a drop of pain...
Using my hand to hold and touch the rain...
Only let the reflection of the morning light kill all my pain...

Morning light slip into my finger gaps...
Shine upon my eyes without single sad...
Using my hand block the ray from the sun...
Seeing shadow follow foot step of my life...

And now i wonder... i am not alone.

Re: Shell

Holding your shell and remember your name...
So close to me but yet so far...
Pray upon god let her know my heart...
You by my side may know who is the star...

*sign* special to baby kangaroo.

Re: Felt and Melt


"How i wish your body next to mine...
Hugging me look straight into your eyes...
All I see is the reflection of myself...
Glad that some how i do found yourself..."

Holding your hand... felt and melt.

Touching your soul... felt to tell.
Looking at you... felt for self.
hugging with you... felt myself.

Re: Blue Sky


"My mind just float away with your sign...
Imagining you by my side...
Feel the warmth of your hand in my plam...
Suddenly feel cold and realize you are not around..."

Where are you?
Look at the blue sky... wishing you are here with me...
And you will say "See... The sky so blue!" and you smile at me.

Friday, December 02, 2005

Re: Another day in the office.


Surrounded with friendly people but everyone busy by themselves…
Holding the tool and fight for another day but tired within the heart…
Wisely helping her to create and apply for the purpose…
Seeking the joy of the eyes to capture my soul and my heart…

Just ask…

What will it be without the soul?
What will it be without the heart?

Silence has been a part of the rituals surrounding with me…
No one will know how and what it will be…

She from some where else… but not with me.

*sign* special thanks to mee mee, who capture this snap shot of myself.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Re: Rain fall on me.


Night is falling... Rain is dropping...
I am sitting down next to the windows... Seeing the water drop stain on the glass panel...
My heart feel colder then last night.

Street light reflex into my eyes... I just keep on blinking...
my mind was wander around... Where am I? I have no idea...
losing myself at the junction of the street...
I just wonder why?...

Cross over the street, I was no way to hide.. Rain keep falling on me.
but yet... still not wake me up...
I was too tired with those feeling.

just wish for the rain will stop soon. Hopefully...

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Re: The time has come...

Every morning...
When I walk to work... I will pass by a christmas tree.

Last time, I do filming a special person setting up the first christmas tree. But now... Everything seem like memory.

Christmas is around the corner... I am still not ready for it.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Re: Diamond last forever

Remember I do buy a diamond ring for my girl in bugis junction way back in year 2000...

By today, I just drop by to the same shopping center when having dinner with my friends. Passing by the jewellery shop again... still recall the moment and cherish smiling face on my girl when she know I brought the diamond ring for her...

I just can't forget the way she smile to me when she wearing the ring on her hand...

My heart was so touch when I bought her the diamond ring... Knowing she was so happy and feel love... With me, that is what I looking for...

Look through the display window, see only my reflection on the glass panel... Out of sudden, feel sad with the moment.

Loving her, cherish her... But yet... still standing alone in front of the glass panel by this moment.

Wondering did she know about my feeling now?

Just can't tell...

*sign* lots of people say diamond will last forever... but for me... memories will never fade.

Monday, November 14, 2005

Re: Traveling with time.

This few weeks very busy and feel tire because need to travel from Malaysia and Singapore due to lots of un-finish projects and jobs.

Don't have time to get a good rest for this moment because still have lots of project need to be finish beforehand. Hope by next month, everything will be slowing down and I will have a time to get some good rest!

I just settle down in Singapore about 3 weeks ago... Still not use to the living style over here... But that is not a big issue, because I know I can over come this very soon. Hopefully by year end, I will have more time to get myself "use to it" in Singapore. :-)

Lately I was hanging around to look for a transport for myself.. Just wonder to by a car or a bike for myself is a matter a question at the moment. I just wondering what I should to pick up at this moment?.... Traveling to work and home is not a big problem but traveling to Malaysia and Singapore is the issue I need to over come.

Just wish before the Chinese new year, I can settle down this issue for myself.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Re: Only memories last forever

It seem so nice from the start...
look like the heart could not be torn apart...

wishing than we can be together...
but only memories can last forever...

jealousy now is my lover...
just been told that there was no other...

you by my side yet so far apart...
seeing you alive but beyond my heart...

deep down under tears drop a lot...
laying around when the life was pass...

confuse myself lost in the dark...
realize only the time is up!

*sign* memories for the last... Mandy 1999 - 2005

Re: Spinning in the silence.

Someone falls in sleep and sleep alone...
Another never taste a dream homes...


Someone excited in chapel yard and catches a bouquet...
Another lays a dozen white rose on the lover's grave...

Someone put in and held up forever...
Another get out and lay around for another...

Someone hook himself with loudly noise...
Another just spinning into silence joys...

Someone rush back home after work...
Another just lost himself in the traffic room...

Someone use to put the pass behind her eyes...
Another just toward feature looking his life...

Tuesday, November 08, 2005


Guess Who??
@astley

Re: New day, New Life

First time posting my blog over the internet...
humm... new day new life....