Re: 30th March

30th March...
Longest day for my life...

Ya... really have a very long day since 2003
Feel impatient... lonely... and sadness...

Really feel tired for so long... even at now...
Sadness was sounding my heart everytime i remember every single step for her and myself...

Cannot wipe out from my old memories.
Stain and tarnish deep down of my heart.

Painful...
Disease...
Torment...
Disorder...
Anguish...

So hard to be a live... so hard to be stand alone...

Try so hard to forget and forgive...
Try so hard to to fade out myself...
Try so hard to be normal...
Try so hard to accept everthing...

Really try so hard for myself...

With the memories... i dedicate this song for her.
Just wish to telling her...
How is my feeling.. from the pass... now... and future...

I had told myself long time ago...
The moment is over... will never come back any more...
Once is over... will never never come back to you...
Never...


"二零零五年..
我们因误会且分散..

我欠你,且我不想归还..

我的内心充满想念你和愁怅..
还有你流泪伤心的模样..

我的过份,伤你伤到好凄凉..
欲成为我一生中遗憾..

寂寞心酸，它己成为我的难..
它是我心灵上的悲伤...

和你六年半,我己熟悉你的模样...

你欠我,我从没有要你还..

我的朋友都说, 我累的不像样..
遗憾是没有你陪我身旁..

你的优伤, 让我走得好缓慢..
终有一天要和我分散..

你的优伤, 对我沉重的创伤...
留下什么东西也不管.

你的优伤, 让我走得好缓慢...
终有一天要和我分散..

你的优伤, 对我沉重的创伤,
留下什么东西也不管...

为什么留下我不管?...

为什么留下我不管?..."

To someone who is not the last...
But... just for the pass.

Re: Human Firewall

Barrier...

Fire proof wall between two people...
Blocking all the human communication between time...
Blocking all the man kind sense and touch between grasp...

Why...?
Ask yourself why?
No one know why and what is the answer...

Even the one who had be mention "Mighty" by himself...
Sure he also dont know how to answer this question...

As last... I know what is going on over here...
Just me and myself... Sense the matter and hold down forever.

Re: Our Love

Time has come.
Time pass by....

Time make love sweet and suffer.
When nonspatial continuum occur between the two people...

Past and Present.
Apprenticeship within your soul, mind, heart and love...

Heart with sympathy.
In love with you indefinite of period in my life...

I am glad...
Knowing you in the first place and fall in love with you.

Dear...
Thank you for everything.

Re: Morning Sun

Morning Sun...
Shine over my eyes and make me hard to see...
Using my hand and block over the ray...
Thin light slip over...

Drop shodow within my eye...
Drop shaft of light within your smile...

Feel so warm.

You mention before time...

"Your life's end and the number of your days...
Let you know how fleeting is your life."

" I had make your days a mere handbreadth..
The span of your years is as nothing before me...
Each man's life is but a breath."

"Man is a mere phantom as he goes to and from..
Man bustles about, but only in vain...
Man heaps up wealth,not knowing who will get it..."

"But now,what do you look for?...
Your hope is in me..."

I am impress... heart warming...

I mark a sign over back to time...

"With you... you are my world.
With you... you are my love."

"Love with you... is another chapter of my life.
Life with you... is the final episode of myself."

Re: Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
you felt so hard I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing!

Because of you...
Because of you...

Re: Glad

From the moment i am meet you...

I glad you are here for me...

You are there when i need...
You are there when i want...
You are there when i am feel tired...

I so glad you are there for me every moment...

So sorry i have a over come moment with me now...
And some how... make you feel sadness when you be with me...

I am sorry about that...
If i had giving you this feeling...

Dear... Please forgive me.

Re: Back to Similar

In the same way...
She seem to be back to similar...

What so...

Everything seem never change...
Just look like yesterday... day before yesterday...

In session...
just my own sin and myself scream and fill in the room...
Expact no return... and no penance.

Last... Sun will shine...
Will it be you? or me?...

We the meek all in one...
I sad.. I cry...

I cry out to God... I cry out to no one...
Seeking only the decision

And i create my own room...
Or you can say i create my own prison.

Re:Last Breath

Please come now... I think I’m falling...
I’m holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere...
And I’m trying to escape

I yelled back when I heard thunder
I yelled back when i heard myself...

But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say...
Let me say...

Hold me now...
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking...

That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far downI’m looking down now that it’s over

Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere...

Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But no one seem be listne what i say...

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me

Cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
Just for you and me

Re: 蜻蜓

那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐
可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐
她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。

白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔
晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭幹了眼淚。 　　

終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。
於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。
上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”
男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”
上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐
但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”
男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗” 　　

天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐
他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。
女孩真的醒了﹐
而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。 　　

幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。
她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。
女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐
然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐
只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。

夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐
蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。

他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐
然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。 　　

轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。
然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐
那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。
人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐
還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐
當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。 　　

蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐
他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐
晚上又在海邊看日落﹐
而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。 　　

這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐
他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。
她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。 　　

第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。
她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐
根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。 　　

上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。
就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。
蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐
他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗
他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。

蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”
蜻蜓擦幹了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”
上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”
蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……” 　　
有些緣份是註定要失去的﹐有些緣份是永遠不會有好結果的。
愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐
但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖

Re: Burn and Suffer

In the beginning...
I sense something is wrong in the first place...
I sense the wave will hit me...
Hitting me anguishly...

I was try to believe myself...
Believe myself... what i sense is erroneous...
But...when i saw the movement you apply...
Fire and flame blazing inside my heart...

Defensive mind set over my soul... my soul is burning...

It was exceed my limitation...
I can't confiscation any more...
I know the things will going wrong...
The only things is I am spectator to withness the worst objectionable behavior in love...

I saw selfish...greedy and jealousy...

I am lost in the way of myself... I am confuse...

Out of sudden..."Dare to change"
The word is set over the mind...
And i know... if i combine of circumstances at a given moment
Better let every one suffer... or just myself.

With two new shine and silver ring on my finger...
I know i need to over come this feeling...
I lost my concentration on the screen...
The only things is i wish i can capture all the momeries and hold it forever...

From the point of no return...
My heart suffer all the way to your locations...
Sustian the pain and sorrow...
Wish my time will over...

Seeing your shodow at the windows...
And i look upon the dark sky...
Lastly... Rain drop from the heaven...
But i only see the star shine on me...

I wish myself fade away... fade away slowly...

Re: Indefinite area

Finally...

Have a finest moment with her...
Appreciated what she did to me.. from my deepest of my heart.

I am enjoying my time and brief period with her.
I am impressed... Feel so good... Feel so sweet.

No other has done this to me before... and that is first time... the smooth temperament of my life.
I was often favorably and please above my enjoyment for that.

But some how... things may not come out with the expectation.

Maybe i was not good enought with her cos she still don't understand the way i am workout...
Maybe i was not good enought with her cos we still need time to be along...

Maybe we really need more time and existence to understand each other more...
I wish and Indeed myself to understand her more that i do...

The night... with the wind idioms to me... i never felt cold cos she is be with me.
The night... with the night cover me... i never feel darkness cos she is be with me.

From my heart and fondly in mind... truely... appreciated what she have give me.

p/s: Thank you very much :-)