Re: Antithesis the times - Year 2005

09/08/2005

Wake up in the morning... having an affinity intimacy with her for whole night, feel tired but both of us is happy cos need prepare to have wedding photo session with her in ipoh.

Finally the time is come... but for her she is abit upset about my new hair cut last two days is not so nice for the wedding photo session.

I just ask her... "isn't have a new outlook will be nice? why not don't give it a try?"

She confuse and show up not meaningful expression on her face... she urging...

We have a nice shopping in Ikea for some stuff in our house... some how just received her brother call up and will have a meeting for lunch in Ikea. and the brother say whether she will follow him back to Singapore when he is driving back.

For her, she still have another day holiday and she have a bus ticket leaving KL by tomorrow night.. I ask her...

"if you not happy about my new outlook, why we just wait for another two or three more week for the wedding photo session? we still have lots of time for the wedding photo session since our wedding day is fall on first of Jan next year."

"Since than... you can spend a day more with me for the holiday than you go back to Singapore by tomorrow."

"No need to rush back then.." i ask her to stay with me...

But with her brother keep on asking her follow him and return the bus ticket and get refund.

She start to showing up unhappiness over her face...
She is confuse... she is not happy... i realize over the time.

Finaly with her brother annoy nagging, she decide to go back and ingore my wishes...

"The wedding photo session is hold up... She and me will getting alone for another day even we have time and chance to be together..."

Last, seeing her last moment from the back...
And she is forever after all leaving me alone here.